Thursday 9th December 2010

Hey Guys, well its officially been a week since I started this blog and I kinda like it. The chance to be open and say what I need to say. 


So had a pretty intense day today sorting out things for the work function and buying food for it at the one, the only GILMOURS..! (Haha there's a HOT worker there - but you can always be super cool like me and say how hot he is while he's in the next aisle, Wish someone had told me, cause it was MEGA shame.)


Almost died of starvation today, didnt eat till 12.00 - it was the most tragic time of my life. Love = Food.! But got so held up when we went to go get BurgerFuel, because there was a FAT crash on Dominion Road, so around the back ways we went..And then yum yum yum in my tum went the food, so Me = FULL & HAPPY!


Spent today wondering what to write about in my nit pick and it came down to Jealousy and more Jealousy, so guess what your getting today. The low down on Jealousy. How lucky you all are - jokes. And I am currently getting a tsunami like effect on the bed thanks to Ninja and Pebbles having a fight on my bed, Thanks dogs this makes my typing so much easier..Not!


Nit Pick Time - So jealousy yeah, granted we all get a bit jealous of certain peoples achievements in life right - like who isnt right its only a natural human instinct. Its when your jealousy changes you as a person and leads you into acting like a self serving, better than everyone else, everyone should bow down to me kind of person. And trust me its getting pretty rampant now, like its a trend. I guess jealousy kind of ties into bitchiness and hating and a lot of other things right. But why cant someone be happy for the other person and their achievements instead of turning their jealousy into hatred and taking it out on the person who's just being themselves. Doing things they want to do and be proud of. Is it no longer allowed that we as humans can do something great and be recognised or are we to hide our pride in the pure fear that we may hurt someone or cause someone to be jealous of us. Jealousy is strongly linked to insecurities, but why be so insecure about someone's benefits. HATERS = Having Anger Towards Everyone Reaching Success. Is that really how we should be.? As a human race if this is how we act towards people with hatred just for the pure fact that they have a hotter boyfriend, a better car, a cooler job, a nicer phone then what will we be like in the next 10 years. Are we  really that shallow that we can create such a bad mix of emotions and launch them and someone who doesnt deserve the blended up crap that your about to serve. I know i'm kind of rambling, but doesn't it seem absurd that in a split second jealousy can split a relationship, friendship a partnership, and it only takes us a split second to realise what we've lost but because were so caught up in the hate and jealousy of it all we forget what we've really lost and the people we've really hurt. Anyways that's me on jealousy - lame I know.


But this is me, and I wouldnt have it any other way.


Much Love <3
Milly xx